I want to sigh, but I won't

I know, well - I guess I don't know, but I fear that I will never be the person who commits to something "religiously" 

The only thing I have committed to without falter has been fitness. But I suppose even that was years coming. For years I was off and on, months or weeks at a time.

So in that success, there is hope,

I will sleep with that hope tonight.